My deepest apologies about totally SUCKING when it comes to replying to messages. Sometimes it is hard for me to form cohesive [shudder-that word is way overused these days but I have no thesaurus at hand] responses at times, because I am either:

A. Mentally exhausted from talking to dumb ass tourists all day at Lush…regulars and locals I love but most tourists are walking around with brain mush in their skulls because they are traveling and they often for some reason stop at Lush as soon as they get off the plane from “who knows where???” and I end up repeating the same sentence over and over x10 cause they weren’t listening to me in the first place. Crazy making.

B. Feeling weird from my medications, sometimes they make me want to hide under my bed and eat crumbs and sometimes they make me want to talk to everybody at the same time like right now! Well, it’s not the medications fault really, just maybe they aren’t right for me and it’s my emotions that get all outtawhackadoodle. 

C. I hate giving abrupt applies where it doesn’t seem like any thought has gone into my messages. I want to talk WITH you not AT you because you are not a robot and neither am I ;]

D. The Salon/Spa I have been waiting to work at for the past year now is FINALLY opening and I have a room and have to get all that stuff sorted. It is coming together and I think, no I know I feel it in my bones that it’s going to be really good for me. 

E. Not only do my emotions get all wonkified but I have a lot of strange tactile sensations and brain spells that I think have to do with having slight synesthesia. I get really dizzy and confused a lot, to the point that I forget where I am and all my senses get mussed sometimes. I need a lot of time to recharge my battery barrier-lots of rest for me or else I feel like a prismatic triangle, if that makes any sense to you.

anywho, hope you are well, lots of love and all the xx,

mel